What is going on....   
12:04pm 11/04/2011
 
mood: calm
Last thursday I got my son's haircut and he looks good.Then on saturday he got his portraits here is the link to look at them. http://www.myonlineportraits.com/ViewSharedAlbum.aspx?ShareID=d7c00528-9361-484e-8909-d0d8c8d97852

I hope you all enjoy them and I just love how good he is when he gets haircuts and portraits,he sits and is so good.I would love it if he was good more often,which doesn't happen much.Saturday when we was walking uoo the deck steps he fell down 4 steps and now his wrist hurts,of course its the one he broke.Now I am trying to find him a doctor he can see about it,wonder if I should just take him to the urgent care.Yesterday Anthony and I went to the park and he had a great time.He made a friend named Even and his sister Bailey.I got to talk to their mom while they all played.Anthony walked up to this couple and got the women to give him a water,he wants what he wants.When I went to leave I ask him to return the bottle and she said he could keep it.We did I run around and then home to eat lunch,mmmmmm KFC chicken is so yummy.And for dinner we had sausage gravy over biscuits,it was so yummy also.Today I am trying to get things done for Anthony so he can get his arm looked at and not having a whole lot of luck.The insurance company can't change it till open enrollment in May,the doctor set up by the insurance company and he isn't seeing new patients till May 9th.So I called the insurance company again and got a new doctor to call,now I wait for someone to call me back.
 
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12:03pm 11/04/2011
  Since the weather is getting better I am seeing spring finally getting here and I am so happy.In a matter of a few days Mark will be here for his birthday visit and we are all getting excited as the day draws near.I have been thinking about so many things I hope will happen and so many to do and so little time and even money.Yesterday I attended my nephews birthday party since it is tomorrow and his younger brother had his Saturday so they had a party together.So I had a thing with my sister where she blamed me for something that was only mine and then asked me to do something she shouldn't have,before all was done we worked it all out and I am so glad it did.I got a call from Mark during it all and he remained calm and helped me calm down myself,he is truly a good man and I have never felt he wasn't.I also got a call from a online friend named Kirah (i=e),for the longest time I pronounced it as an i not a e but when she was talk to me I help the way she says it and I will fix it.

NOTE:Not sure when I typed this but I am posting it today.
 
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Updating   
12:35pm 09/01/2009
 
mood: blank
I know I haven't been here is a long time but I have so many of these things I can't keep up ,just life emails.I had a great Christmas and so did my son Anthony,he got lots of new toys and a couple of outfits.A couple of months ago Anthony got into Thomas the Tank Engine and it started with 2 dvd's that his grandma t. got him the Christmas in 2007.Now he has more dvd's that daddy got him as well as new track and 2 new engines but I am hoping he will be getting more cars since he has 4 engines and 2 are the same.....Thomas.He got one before he was 2 and when daddy got him a set of two it came with another one and we looked for a different set and no such luck.We went to see daddy/Mark in December 12-21 2008 and the next visit is February 14,2009.....YAY,we can hardly wait.Mark talked about maybe letting us come this summer only a few days and getting there and back by bus,I sure hope we can.See after he said that he found out that his job isn't going well in the sense that they will be taking a 7% cut since the paper isn't doing good and there is talk of ppl losing there jobs but we all hope it doesn't come to that.I so am getting sick of all this cold and want the warmer weather to get here and I know that when I get sick of that I will want cooler weather,see I like 70 degrees and that's it with no humidity.That's why I like spring and fall rather then winter and summer,don't get me wrong I do like them but only if they were shorter lol.I have to say my life after I met Mark has been by far better then my life before him and I know he worries still about things and I keep telling him we are ok.Now he worries more about Anthony and that's good but I would like more worry about me then me having a job.I want one and can't find one and I did look,not so much now but when I first moved here and needed something I applied all over.Michigan is ranked 2nd worst in job finding and a much smaller state is number 1,so what does that say about my state.I just don't know what to do since I can't find one and when I thought I had one that fell through and I had trouble just finding that out.Well that's enough for now and I have to put my son to nap and clean house so I am out.
 
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Updates   
01:07pm 29/09/2008
  I know I haven't been here is so long but here I am now.I just laid my son down for his nap and this is my time lol.So I got back from a trip to Chicago the 14th of this month and I go back during the week of Christmas YAY,he was sure if he could get the time off but things have changed.The next thing I have to do is tell my sister and she isn't going to be happy.So next month I have to get Anthony's pics down and I hope I can $ wise you know.I already have so much to pay for and now this but I plan to get the cheaper package lol.When I have them done then I can send them out to all and they will like that.Mark is looking for a home for us and already he is getting stressed and he has only been look for 2 weeks.I told him to talk to his cousin and let her know to slow down some and if she doesn't then I will call her.Well lots more to do and take care of so I am off I will try and update some more another time.  
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Cold Weather   
09:50pm 18/02/2008
 
mood: tired
Wow the weather is sure getting cold,I know this is the first.Its just when your in the country it can be a bit lonely.My bf is here to spend some time with me and our son,he gets so little.I long for the day when he and I can live together and be a family.The time he is planning is around our time to have baby number two,need to before I am 40.I only wish we had met sooner so we wouldn't be on such a tight time table.Oh well it happened when it was to be you know and now we are together and also happy.Well we are having fun for the most part and for Anthony he is in awww.I have to say that I am so tired right now since we drive a lot,well he doesn't.Today we had our nephews over for some game fun with Mark's 360,they didn't want to go home.He even got them some new games to play on their ps2 and gba.I have some new friends on here but I hope to find more,I love making new friends.I wasn't sure with the name I picked after I did it and I hope ppl don't think I am a devil worshiper of any kind cause I am not.I am a Christian who wants to be more in touch with the world around me,so that means I am a witch that believes in god not many.....you know a witch who is in witchcraft.The meaning of witchcraft is one deity and wicca is many deities,so as such I can be what I know to feel right.My mom,one sister and closest friend,who is Christian know....for them I am out of the broom closet.I try and pick the right ppl to tell but it isn't easy,you never know if they will understand and not judge me on that but rather me as a person.Some just don't get it or don't know and pre judge you know and then they think I need to be saved,I don't and god knows me and what and who I am and still loves me.Well time to get going and if someone reads this I hope they are ok with it and me,if not I am sorry.
 
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My First Post   
02:08pm 15/02/2008
  I found this site from greatest journal (GJ) since their db is down and they're on backup.I was just changing it to reflect my life as a witch.Well now I am here and I am not sure what is going to happen to them but I am not waiting lol.I have been a witch for 15+ years and as such I have been around the broom closet some lol.My path is called Eclectic Witchcraft which include dragon magick and some celtic,no sure what ever else I am going to put into it but I am searching.I am a new mom,well not that new now,of a bouncing and now walking baby boy named Anthony.He is 17 mo as of 2/2/08 and soon daddy is going to be here to spend some time having fun and such,we can hardly wait.So that is my first post and I hope to soon have more to say.  
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